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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

hmmm...4 e past few daes, i'm feelin kinda sad n confused over a certain matter...

haiz...i duno la...i noe i shuld not tink abt it 2 much as i wuld not get e answer de...however, i really couldn't help it lo...whenever i m not tinkin abt any other things, dis ting wuld come in2 my mind n i'll b sad n confused all over again le...

aiya...wad 2 do now?dere's nth i can do lo...except 2 juz wait even tho i dun wan 2...

11:24 PM

Monday, May 30, 2005

i m so happy...coz i tok 2 him 4 quite long...quite long never tok 2 him 4 dis amount of tym le...

aiya...wad he say yesterdae abt somethin was crap lo...altho he kept on sayin tt he has a feelin it's true...duno la...

o...he keep on sayin tt i m slow...or shuld i say i m wlos...lolx...

hope tt i can tok 2 him soon..even 4 a while oso nvm...hehex..

wadever...

10:29 PM

Saturday, May 28, 2005

yeah! e holidaes haf finally arrive...actually rite...2 b honest...it does not really feel like a holidae lo...coz 4 e 1st wk, i need 2 go back sch 4 remedial 4 several subjects n stuff...it's mostly 4 e ppl hu fail la...n i fail mah...so no choice...but a maths is 1 of e subject..not tt i'm happy tt i fail a maths la...but it's bcoz i get 2 go back 2 sch 4 a maths...haha...duno wad i'm sayin :-)

argh...y did i fail my chem wif 0.2 marks?n dey do not wan 2 round up e marks...so now i got D7 4 my chem...but at least better than lily lor...she so ke lian...fail her a maths by 0.1 mark...so sad rite?make her now so devastated...bcoz of it she got D7...haiz...

o...btw, i took my section 4 basic drills on wednesdae...i din expect it lor...coz ira was 1 of e judge 4 e assessment 4 our marching n sheryl had 2 go 4 a meetin...i tot ira wuld ask emily or some1 else 2 take e section lo...den she suddenly tell me 2 fall out n take e section...wah lau...so unexpected sia...i really duno wad 2 do wif e section lo...

k la...wan 2 start doin my holidaes assignment liao...buaiz...

12:20 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

haiz...went 2 police academy 2dae...but i never bcome darker leh...so sad lo...

i wan 2 bcome darker...it's so fun lo...i noe...dots...haha...but it's really very fun mah...e process of gettin darker...i hate it when i bcome fairer again...k...i duno wad e heck i m tokin abt now...nvm...lalala...

omg...i miss my 1st tym practice 4 a maths...tt's bcoz i need 2 leave earlier 4 band practice...sad sia...nvm...at least holidaes got a maths assignments...not bad...at least got somethin 2 entertain myself...

i dread e dae we r gettin back our report bk...haiz...duno wad 2 sae abt it...

oh...i haf an aim in life now...guess wad?i wan 2 b an ah beng...so cool lo...i dun wan 2 b an ah lian...i wan 2 b ah beng...so fun man...i duno y i suddenly wan 2 b ah beng oso...haha...bein an ah beng is so exciting...hurhur....ah bengs rawks...lolx...crap...

10:19 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005

2dae is 1 of e most zi bei dae in my life...

1st, i now noe tt i haf officially fail both my SA n CA 4 a maths...vlee told us our CA marks n i got 45...hmmm...i was higher than wad i had expected la...den he said those hu fail e CA oso fail deir SA...which means i fail lo...but nvm la...at least now i noe 4 sure...hopefully i can get more than 40% lo...i really dun wan 2 drop a maths...haiz...

2nd, i m e shortest ger in e class...at least dis 1 not tt bad la...juz need 2 get used 2 it...lolx

3rd, another zi bei thing...guess how much i got 4 section c 4 chem...4/20...haiz...pathetic rite?den 4 section a i got 20/30...erm...tt 1 ok la...so i need 2 get at least 26/50 4 my section b in order 4 me 2 pass my chem...duno la...juz feel very zi bei 2dae lo...

mr lee oso said dere's duno how many potential retainee in our class...m i 1 of them? hmmm...

5:31 PM

Friday, May 13, 2005

haiz...worried sia...

2dae, vlee say he had marked his section...but d other part haf not been marked finish by mr ng yet...

wif tt reasult frm vlee section, he predicted whether we will pass or fail e paper...he read wad 1 pass, 2 pass...blah blah...den 4 10 n 14 not confirmed...i'm 14...can't he say whether i'll pass or fail? say not comfirmed...i've been worrying whether i'll pass or fail...by doin dis, it's back 2 square 1...haiz...now i still duno whether i'll pass or fail...so sad...

but nvm la...at least he never straightaway say tt i'll fail rite?tt's somethin 2 b happy abt la...at least now dere's still a very small possibility tt i might not fail lo...

k la...juz hope tt i can pass a maths lo...if never pass at least can get more than 40% den i happy le...coz it means next yr no need 2 drop a maths...ya...hopefully i wun fail d other subjects 2...dun wan 2 retain sia...

10:16 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

i m so happy now!!!4 some reasons la...

vlee said he had marked our class a maths paper...hmm...wonder whether i pass or fail leh...i asked him den he juz shruged his shoulders...haiz...wad if i fail terribly???

hmmm...haf chemistry 2moro...duno leh...mr lim said it's tricky...haiz...juz do my bez la...wad 2 do?

6:22 PM

Monday, May 09, 2005

haiz...y did i chose physics in e 1st place when my physics sux...sort of regret e choice now...

but anyway, e gd thing is tt i can come sch later 2moro as i do not need 2 come sch tt early 4 bio...onli come sch 2 take cme...lame rite...hur hur...

3 more daes 2 go b4 exams over le...den band practices wuld resume...miz playin my dear clarinet sia...poor thing...it muz b collectin dust rite dis moment...haiz...muz endure...den can play my dear le...endure...

8:05 PM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

well, 2dae had a maths paper la...actually not bad la...not 2 difficult...but i skip a few questions leh...

haiz...quite worried la...coz everytym i felt tt an a maths paper is easy or not tt hard, i will still fail de...mayb i'll b failin dis paper 2...haiz...but since e paper is over le, i can't do anythin abt it but juz hope tt i will at least pass lo...

hey...u noe wad? i tink tt a maths papers are fun..i had such a fun tym doin e paper 2dae lor...it's like if i noe how 2 do or tink i noe how 2 do e questions rite, i'll feel a great sense of satisfaction de...duno leh...but in my opinion a maths is a really fun subject lo...

life is seriously boring w/o a maths...wheeee!

1:38 PM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

hmmm...i m quite happy 2dae ba...had chinese paper 1 n i remembered e format...not bad la...haha...

after tt went 4 recess...den sit at e table in front of e ping pong table...n vlee was playin again...den e ball kept on flyin 2 our table lo...duno y i kept on laughin lo...dun tink it's even funny...den i was laughin e hardest among us lo...ppl muz b tinkin i m crazy...i laughed till my face was very red lo...n liying, my face was red coz i laugh...not i blush...y wuld i blush?btw, i wanted 2 learn my lit...but ended up din...coz i kept on laughing at vlee...he so cute...lolx...

after recess, had lit exams...quite ok la...i wrote crap lo...it was ok coz there is text based questions...so it din really matter much...but i wrote crap la...wad 2 do?it's over le...nth 2 do now...

2moro a maths...but since i haf failed all his test, i m not scared anymore...but i really wan 2 pass dis exam...i dun wana drop a maths next yr...

8:19 PM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

so weird...2dae is sunday but it strangely felt lyk saturday 2 me...

hmm...so 2dae i went jordan's hse wif liying..my dear liying haf 2 gif me wrong info n we ended up getting 1 stop earlier...so lame lo...haf 2 call jordan n ask him how 2 go 2 his hse...hur hur..

jordan's rabbits r so cute! i lurve e brown 1...e white 1 not tt cute la...but dey r both so cute...so in love wif e 2 rabbits le...haha..

n 2 of his fish gave birth...so got many small fishes...n i really mean small...or should i say tiny...but dey r so cute 2! so small n swimming arnd...i mean duh...of cuz dey swim arnd la...or else wad?walk arnd meh?hmmm, or mayb fly?

btw, i finish some of my a maths corrections le...tt's counted as revision rite?at least i can say i practice 4 a maths...wad 2 do?i simply lurve a maths so much...

haiz...y 2moro no sch?how can we miz a maths 2moro?i dun wan!!!! i wan a maths!! *sob sob*

8:12 PM