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ADEEL
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ALVIN
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CHOYNAM
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FANWEI
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FATIN
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HUIQING
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KAHMUN
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LIYING
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SHUHUI
SIJIA
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Jianqin and darcie. =)

Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, They're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

One of my favourite song at the moment. Sang by snow patrol but jonathan sang it in one of the spectaculars. Love the tune and lyrics. =)

Darcie.

Watched singapore idol yesterday. Hady won. Well, it's expected because i support jonathan. And whoever i support will always get second. Was hoping that jonathan will be the exception, however, it seems that the pattern continue. Haha. Anyway, hady deserves to be the singapore idol. I mean his singing is superb. I think it's even better than jonathan most of the time. But i still like jonathan though. He appeals to me more. And he's more handsome and charismatic. Haha.

Got back all the results. Hmm. Got improvement but definitely still far from satisfactory. But i manage to pass physics and geog. The two subjects which i thought were impossible to pass. Haha. The sense of achievement is just great man. Lol.

You give me wings. =)

Just finished writing the testimonial. It's so crap man. I had to make up so many untrue things about myself. I wrote "she is also humble as she is not one who blow her own trumpet". I was tempted to write it is because she plays the clarinet. But decide against it in the end. Haha.

Watched singapore idol just now. Jonathan's performances were superb. Loved his first performance which was chasing cars by snow patrol. Damn nice. Second song was you give me wings which was an original song. Quite nice too. Third song was one song which a local band did but i forgot the name. It was nice as well. Haha. And he was so handsome today. What am i saying? He's superbly handsome everytime. Haha.

Can't wait to see who will win tomorrow. Hope is jon though. =)

I guess i better go sleep now. There's school tomorrow. Good night.

Yay! Didn't waste my day. Finished what i planned to do. And don't know why the second time i did amaths paper1, i found that it's quite ok. Why? Damn. If only i felt this confident during prelims and not now. What the heck?

Anyway, it was quite a fun day. Went out early in the morning to eat breakfast with sheryl and someone who used to work as a bartender and got pinched in the butt by some drunk auntie. To prevent the person from embarassment, i shall not write his name. Haha. But it was super funny man. And the pinch was not just the normal pinch. It's like when you turn on the engine, and you need to twist it. Haha. Can imagine the pain man. Lol.

After studying, me and sheryl met with the ex bartender to eat. And we walked with sheryl to her house after that. In the end, it's was kind of late so we decided to take lrt back after reaching sheryl's house. Reached home at around 11, which is kind of late for me.

Oh. And i saw my primary school best friend, peijin, at the jurong library today! Miss her so much man. Haven't seen her since last year's teachers' day. She didn't come this year as she had some kind of test the next day and she wanted to study. Then ended up everytime she looked in my direction, i waved enthusiastically to her. Haha.

Oh no. Monday getting back some results. Don't feel like getting. But at least monday's papers are better than tuesday because tuesday we'll be getting back papers such as amaths and chem. Oh well, we shall see.

Tomorrow going to study with sheryl, eileen and jiaying. Hmm. What shall i bring tomorrow? Maybe amaths? See first.

And we haven't get back results yet. Getting them back next week. Suck man. So much suspense. And why must amaths be the last paper to get back? Even more suspense. Teachers are evil. Haha. But at the same time, i don't really want to get back my results. Simply because i don't think i do well. And i'm afraid i might need to drop the amaths. *sigh*

Anyway, i saw mr andy lee today. Yay! He was my favourite teacher in sec 1. I just realised something. How come all my favourite teachers are Mr Lee? Haha. Yea. And mr andy lee still has no butt. Lol.

Saw him today. But he wasn't wearing spectacles. I think he look better with spectacles. Really. =)

Today had the last paper which is chem paper 1. So relieve now. Haha. But tomorrow if get back the results so demoralising. Oh well. Won't talk about that. Haha.

Went ice skating for the first time. Yay! It's really fun. And i know how to ice skate already. But i still kept falling. However, i think that's the most fun part. Don't ask me why. I'm a weird person. Lol. I fell a total of 7 or 8 times. And two times is i get pushed by people. But it's fun. The falling down part. Not the part getting pushed. Haha.

And i think there was this singapore ice hockey team guy who i think was training. He's really cute, handsome and nice. Why nobody agree with me? And i'm jealous of shihua because he taught her how to skate for a while. Haha. His skating skills is superb. A bit obvious right? Or else how can he make it into the singapore team? =)

Don't know why darcie is jealous of me just because a guy accidentally push me down. Come on man. He's not cute or handsome. Don't understand why she and jialin think he is. Haha. Kevin, the singapore ice hockey team guy, is cuter. Haha.

Oh well. Today is fun. I want go ice skating again next time. Hopefully can see that guy again. Haha.

Yay!! I have a new house phone now. That means i don't need to shout into the phone when i call people anymore. Haha. But somehow i'm used to shouting that just now when i called my father, i was shocked that my voice was actually so loud. Haha.

Hmm. I think amaths paper quite manageable. But when vlee asked me how was it, i said something like " i feel confident but i scared i still fail." Then he said " won't one la." Haha. So nice right? And i don't have a crush on vlee ok? Don't know why some people say i sound like i have a crush on him. I don't. He's just my favourite teacher and i respect him a lot. Yep. =)

And tomorrow i don't need to go to school because i'm not taking bio. Yay! So i can slack the whole day. Or MAYBE study for chem. Yep. The keyword is maybe. Haha.

And darcie want me to write my name ok? Haha. Ok. Got your name already. Lol.

And i saw him today while i was talking to mathew lim on the way to school. =)

For ah mei's information, i'm not studious at all. Really. Don't know why she kept saying that i am. In fact, i think she's more studious than me. Or else how she get 3rd in level last year? Haha.

Oh. There's a band promotion ceremony thing on 13th oct. Can't wait. I wonder what the section is putting up. I want to know but nobody wants to tell me. So sad. Who ask jordan to tell me there's such a thing. Make me want to know but nobody tells me.

Hmm. I think my english really becoming worse. I also don't know why. Especially phrasing of sentences and even simple grammars. Haha.

And i bought the new jay chou cd. It's not too bad. Quite nice actually. I think track 10 is quite nice. I like the song's tune. =)

One of my favourite song now is "chasing cars" by snow patrol. It's really nice. And somemore jonathan sang it at one of the spectaculars. Which make me like the song even more. Yay!! I think i got problem. Haha.

Oh no. There's amaths paper 2 and chem paper 2 tomorrow. How? I'm scared of chem. I never seem to do well in it. That's because my basic just suck. No wonder i cannot really catch up. The only topic i'm sure i know is organic chem. That topic still not too bad. Think i'll flunk chem. But nevertheless, i'm still going to study it later. At least it'll be better than not studying at all, which is actually quite tempting. Haha.

Wonder whether i'll see him tomorrow. I hope so. Even a glimspe of him in the morning is enough for me. Ok. I know eileen will say that i'm desperate after reading this. Haha. But i don't care.

Went out study with liying. Actually just wanted to give her back her amaths book. But i decided that we might as well study since it'll be such a waste of time to just go to return the book.

Finished two amaths paper today. Then i realised i kind of wasted some of my time because i spent quite a lot of time doing things which won't come out in paper two, such as kinematics and vectors. I didn't realise till i finish doing the papers. Oh well. Take it as a practice for olevels. That's if i can get more than E8 or else i'll need to drop. =(

And it keeps raining these few days. It's so cold. Lucky i brought my jacket today. Or else i'll be suffering from cold at the mac like liying. Haha. And don't know why she kept laughing at me. What's so funny about my theory for the three policemen coming into mac? They might just want to come in to catch some people right? Must it be them coming in to eat lunch? Lol.

Oh. Thanks darcie for helping me to buy the amaths 5 year series. But so sad. I owe you money again. Just after i return you the $100 then now i owe you $3.15 again. Haha. But thanks anyway. =)

Had lit paper and amaths paper 1 today. Erm. Can say that lit was quite alright. Just that the time is a bit tight and my last question i end quite abruptly. However, i think i screwed up my amaths paper 1. But surprisingly, i could do vectors, which is something i never know how to do. Haha. Wonder how amaths paper 2 will be like.

Tomorrow having emaths paper 1 and physics paper 2. Oh no. The two subjects which i think i'll flunk like shit. I know emaths is quite easy. But i haven't been practising. Therefore, all the things which require drawing, such as locus and transformation, i totally suck in them.

Oh. But i saw him twice today. Once when i go to school and once after school. Super happy can? Haha. But liying said i had this "what the hell" expression when i saw him after school. Really? I don't believe. Why would i be doing that? Haha. But who cares? Main thing is i saw him. Then i can't stop grinning to myself like an idiot the whole time i was with liying. And i didn't blush ok? Lol.

Just realised in the afternoon that my ankle is swollen. Great man. No wonder i had to limp my entire way to school. And i made jordan look spastic coming to school with a limping idiot. Haha.

Geography. Hmm. The mcq, plate tectonic and river were quite ok. Think i screwed up for the coast part. And i didn't have enough time to complete population. It totally sucks man. It's my first time not being able to complete the paper. And it turned out that the last question which i didn't manage to complete was the easiest. I think we don't even need geog knowledge to know how to do. Damn it. So my 3 or 4 marks just gone like that. Super wasted can?

Oh. And i got caught for wearing ankle socks by lim jun sheng today. How? I don't have any other socks at home. All are ankle socks. Fine. I'll just try to pull up higher tomorrow.

Tomorrow is lit and amaths paper 1. Going to study the notes liying wrote later. Think it'll be useful. Thanks liying! Hey. Happy to see your name? Lol. For amaths, think i'll just try to work on my vectors and kinematics which i suck.

Can't wait for prelims to be over. Or better still. O level. =)

Went to study at bp plaza with darcie, tayyi and dexter today. Quite satisfied as i managed to not be too distracted and manage to read finish plate tectonic, weathering and half of river. Not too bad for my standard. Haha.

Then saw mrs hoe while eating kfc. A bit shocked. But oh well. Who cares about her?

After that, me and darcie went to get the lit notes from liying. When we were about to reach her void deck, i didn't realise there were stairs and i fell down. Another embarassing moment of my life. Haha. And darcie was laughing so hard at me that she choked on her saliva. End up we two were sitting on the stairs and laughing like idiots. Lucky nobody saw us man. Haha. And now my right ankle is like super pain now.

Hope i can at least pass my geog tomorrow. Because i really study for this. If i never study then i fail still never mind. Really want to pass.

Have been thinking quite a lot lately and i've come to realise that life is pretty short.

One minute we may be alive and kicking, the next, we may not be. It's so unpredictable.

Actually there's quite alot of things in my mind, but i just don't know how to phrase them out. Whatever.

Forget it. don't want to talk about this anymore. Kind of depressing.

Oh no. There's only two more days before the holidays is over. So sad. It's over so fast. Then there's exams. Wonder who the heck so free go invent such a retarded thing such as exams. Stupid.

As you can see, this is such a ramdom post. But what the heck? I'm bored. I shall go back to studying. Which is even more boring.

Went to watch SI with eileen, her sister and her sister's boyfriend. The feeling there is totally different from watching on the television at home. DUH.

Anyway, eileen thinks that hady is a very nice person since the first thing he did when he came out was to smile. But i think jon is better. Haha. Maybe i'm just biased towards him.

And everyone sang quite good yesterday. Therefore, it'll be a pity for anyone who's out tonight. Just hope it won't be jonathan. =)

Felt kind of bad for not studying yesterday night. That's why i planned to read plate tectonic and river, which are my favourite topics for geog and do a little bit of amaths and physics for today.

But now, i shall go to read death note till chapter 20. Then, i'll go read geog. =)

Read 3 chapters of death note yesterday. I think the storyline is quite interesting. Thanks to tayyi who recommended it. Haha. But i think at the rate i'm reading, it'll probably take like ages for me to finish the whole thing. There's 100 chapters and i'm still at chapter 3. That's like really slow man. But never mind. I shall read whenever i have the time. Maybe 10 chapters per day after i study? That'll take around 10 days. Yep. That will be my plan.

Later going to eileen's house to eat. So weird. But i'm not going to complain since she's so nice to ask me to go her house eat. Can't wait to go watch SI later. YAY!! I can see jonathan leong singing live. I love jon! He's like so freaking handsome and he CAN sing. Don't know why people say he look a bit ahbeng. But maybe that's why i like him. Haha.

And i finished studying both physical and human geog. But considering the fact that i only chose a few topics which i want to do, it's no big deal. However, i'm still super satisfied with myself. I'll just study one more time and i'll really be done with geog. Then i'll go study other subjects like physics.

I wonder why these few days i'm in a mood to study and i actually think studying is fun. Weird man. But it's a good thing as it keeps me motivated. =)

Went SP today to listen about some business diploma things. Not really interested though. More interested in going JC. But that place is super big. I think i'll get lost if i go there alone. Kind of sua ku.

Anyway, the food not too bad. And it's free. Whee!!

And there was this survey which we took to see what jobs we are suitable for. Mine was so crap. There were jobs which are suitable for me such as teacher, psychologist and other stuff. Still not too bad. At least i'm not a nun like someone. Hahaha.

By the way, i'm kind of jealous today. Darcie would know why. Lol.

I'm going for the SI on wednesday. Yay! Thanks to eileen! Or rather her sister because it was her who have the ticket. But it was eileen who ask me to go. So thanks eileen! =)

Went to study at woodlands library again. Met at 11 with eileen, sheryl and huihui. Quite early because me and eileen normally meet at around 1. But huihui went off at around 2plus. Don't know why it became easier to study. Haha. No offence though. =)

And at around 4plus, don't know why the library was having a talk about deepavali when it only happens on 21st oct. Somemore they were having performance with indian dance and some kids singing. It was super noisy. And we were kind of tired as well. So we decided to stop studying.

Went kiddy palace. The place a lot of cute stuff. I want to have a son next time. Then i can buy all those toys and other stuff for him. Hmm. But i think i'll most probably be playing those toys myself. Haha.

Borrowed a book by the author daniel steel or something like that. Think it's quite a good book. But i have no idea why i'm still borrowing storybooks when i should be studying my textbooks instead. But i just can't help myself. I love reading. Really. Sometimes when i'm bored, i just need a book and i can read it for the whole day.

Feeling super satisfied with myself because i studied geog today. Yay! If only i'm so motivated to study everyday. Yep. If only.