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ADEEL
AIMAN
ALVIN
BRIAN
CARLYN
CHERYL
CHOYNAM
CHUBIN
DARCIE
EMILY
FANWEI
FANGYEE
FATIN
HAMIZANN
HUIQING
JESLINA
JESSICA
JOANNE
JONATHAN
JORDAN
KAHMUN
LILY
LIYING
MAGGIE
MAHMUDAH
MAUREEN
MEIZHEN
PEIJIN
RANI
SAMANTHA
SEOKYU
SHANICE
SHERMAINE
SHIRLEY
SHUHUI
SIJIA
SIEYUAN
TAYYI
TIANGYUN
WEELENG
WEIHUI
XINFANG
XIUREN
YEESHIAN
YEUNSEE
YIJIA
YVONNE
YUANLI
ZHIWEN

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Today had the teachers' day celebration and the band performed. Fine. A small part, the sec 4 and 5 with a few sec 3s. Haha. And i think prince of egypt is nice. Especially the "when you believe" part. And huihui heard one clarinet squeaked. It's most probably me because since when have i not squeaked? Haha.

Oh. And i gave my favourite teacher a card too. Actually i wanted to get him something else. But i really don't know what to get. So i just got him that card. Hope he doesn't mind. =)

After that, went back to my primary school. So sad. Peijin and xinying never come. But never mind. Hin chong, the chio bu, came. Haha. He's super perverted. Don't know why i'll also become perverted whenever i'm with him. Haha.

And miss salizah, my primary school form teacher, treated 19 of us to pizza hut. So nice right? But we kind of feel bad, so me and fatin bought her a last minute teachers' day present. Lol.

Went to take neoprints again. This time round with hin chong, fatin, jasly, and ying hui. Erm. Not too bad. Just that we didn't have enough time to decorate. But that's the good thing because hinchong wasn't able to draw a line or put something stupid on my head to enlarge my forehead. Haha.

Anyway, happy teachers' day. =)

Yay! Tomorrow teachers' day. That means no school. Erm. Actually, got school, but there's no lesson and more importantly, there's no exams! =)

And we'll not be wearing section tee anymore. Instead, we're wearing black t shirt. Kind of wasted because i want to wear my section tee. But never mind. At least i won't look retarded wearing a shirt and skirt which are almost of the same colour. Haha.

Think i screwed up for my ss paper. Oh well. Expected. Because i didn't study hard for it. So have to use geog and therefore, i have to study hard for geog. No choice. But geog is kind of more interesting than ss.

Don't know whether i'll be going back to south view tomorrow. Should i? Because i go back every year and i'll have my perverted exmonitor- leong hin chong to entertain me. But i think sheryl want to go out, maybe i'll go with her. I'll see tomorrow.

Had chem prac today. Hmm. I think not too bad. If i get those which i wrote correct, hopefully can get 20 plus. Then it'll be a pass. Yay! it's been so long since i pass chem. But why am i the only person who think that chem prac is easier than physic prac?

Anyway, after the practical, i had to go for the teachers' day rehearsal. So fun. Because i got to play my clarinet. But sheryl said i sound like i'm killing chicken. Hey. But it's not my fault. Because sheryl helped me set the instrument and used the wrong reed. I prefer the argentina reed which huihui asked her friend to help me buy. At least i won't sound like i'm killing chicken. Haha.

Oh. We're wearing section tee for the performance. Actually i think the idea is great. All of the sections get to wear their own tee. However, if i'm not wrong, i think we need to wear our school's bottoms. That means the girls need to wear the school skirt. Duh. And the colour of the section tee is ALMOST the same as the school skirt. Great. The five of us will look so retarded. At least that's what i think. And for me, i'll look more retarded than usual because i'm forever retarded. Haha.

Anyway, i really love eileen. I don't know why i just can tell her about a lot of things although she's like one year younger than me. But i feel like it's really not like a senior- junior relationship. Even she forgets that i'm older than her sometimes. Haha.

A friend who i've not heard from for a long time called me yesterday. Hmm.. Actually not very long. Just one to two month like that. But i really missed all the craps he say and the way he suan me. Hey. Why do i always miss people suaning me? Oh ya. i remembered. I'm weird. Haha.

Anyway, it has already been proven that i'm pathetic. Initially, i planned to not bring back my chem file because there's a lot of worksheets in there. So i took out what i wanted to study for the practical and put them in a book which i wanted to bring back to study as well. But it ended up that i forgot that i took out those worksheets and brought back my whole file back. What the heck? So i had nothing to study for the practical except for a few pathetic worksheets that i forgot to take out. Aren't i pathetic?

Going practical soon. Hope it's not too difficult. Or else i'll screw it up like how i screwed up for my physics practical. And darcie, it's not with a screw driver. =)

Went out today wanting to buy the amaths 5year series. But turn out only have one left. So didn't buy because i rather buy with darcie. Anyway, we don't need it now. So it's ok.

Anyway, there was this stupid fat girl that smack me on my arm. What the hell? It's so freaking obvious that she did it on purpose. Because when i turn to look at who did it, she said "ya. I did that. So what?" Fuck her man. Wait. I don't want to actually fuck her. Just some expression. But what's the fucking problem with her? Hit people very fun is it? Don't know what's going on in her mind.

I'm weird. I slept at 3plus yesterday night, woke up at 8plus today and i'm not really tired. What's wrong with me?

Wow. Now is 0135 and i'm still awake. It sucks when you feel like sleeping but you just can't fall asleep. And when you don't feel like sleeping, you are so sleepy and have no energy to do what you want to do. But lucky got liying the mooncake who's having extreme moodswings to talk to me. Haha.

And i miss you. Really. How i wish i don't get jealous so often when i see you talk to other people. Hmm. Scorpios are said to be easily jealous. Totally true for me man. Haha. And i get super happy even when you say a single pathetic sentence with so few words to me. Then i can think about it the whole day. I think i sound like a desparado. But who cares? And i know darcie will go "no one cares..". Haha. The Simple Plan song.

Sometimes i wonder why do i like him so much. I've never expected it. Maybe that's the reason why. I always have a tendency to like guys i never expected. Haha. And i don't see any similarities at all. Only thing is that they can make me smile. Yea. That's the most important thing.

I want to sleep. Why am i not tired?? Never mind. I'll go back to talking to the mooncake. =)

I feel like getting something for my favourite teacher for teachers' day. Should i? But even if i want, i also don't know what to get for him. So spastic. Fine. I shall go see if there's anything to buy for him. If there is, i'll buy. If there's not, i'll see then. But i really want to get him something.

I wonder what darcie's buying for her favourite teacher. Hmm..

I love darcie. Because she accompanied me to get my IC. And i have two ICs now. So lame man. If only my father opened the letterbox earlier. Then i won't have to waste so much money. Never mind. Just 2/5 of the money left to pay darcie back.

Oh. And darcie, please don't wear that shoes anymore. Made you have so many embarrassing moment of your life. Haha.

Once again, thanks darcie. =)

唯一 - 王力宏

我的天空多麼的清新
透明的承諾是過去的空氣
牽著我的手是你
但你的笑容　卻看不清
＊是否一顆星星變了心
從前的願望　你全都給拋棄
最近我無法呼吸連自己的影子
都想逃避　〔逃避〕
＃BABY　妳就是我的唯一
兩個世界都變形
　回去談何容易
確定　妳就是我的唯一
獨自對著電話說我愛你
　我真的愛你
BABY　我已不能多愛你一些
重唱　＊,＃
其實早已超過了愛的極限
重唱　＃

I love this song. It's so nice. Sang by Lee Hom. One of my all time favourite singer. Somemore jonathan leong sang that during asian pop. Make me like this song even more. Just like how Juz-B sang Kiss Goodbye by Lee Hom too. =)

Great. I think i screwed up for my physics prelim practical. What do you expect from me? If this goes on, i'll be really screwed up. What the heck? The electricity thing was so spastic. I don't even know how to draw the jokey thingy. Then for the tempeture taking experiment, my graph super weird.

Screw it.

Went out with eileen today. Supposed to be doing homework but end up not doing anything much. Because she was feeling dizzy and i was so sleepy. So we started talking. A bit lame. Imagine going out just to talk. What's the use of telephone man? Haha. Hmm. Talked about her obs. So much things man. Miss going to obs. That week so slack. Go there just have fun and don't need to care about homework. Haha.

And we talk about studies too. Make me realise lots of things. Why am i struggling to keep up with academic stuffs now? Actually i have nobody to blame but myself. Why did i spend my whole sec3 year slacking and end up having to regret now? Now i've come to realise that although sec 3 is not a year when we have major exams, but it's a very important year. It's when we study all the things in order to build our foundation. Which obviously i have none for chemistry and end up not knowing what mr lim is talking about most of the time. It totally sucks. So i really urge the sec 3 people to take this year seriously and not be like me and waste the whole year away.

Anyway, i've decided what i want to use for o levels. Chinese, english, physics, emaths, amaths and geography. Aiming to get A1 for chinese after retaking, at least an A2 for geography, emaths and maybe amaths, at least a B3 for english and physics and at least maybe pass chemistry and combine humans. This way, i would get an L1R5 of around 13 to 15. I know it's not fantastic. But to me, judging from my current standard, it's already quite good.

Must work hard for my $500. =)

Yay! Going out with my beloved eileen tomorrow. Haha. Actually not that exciting because we're just going out to study. And i'll most probably be doing my chemistry or physics. But i'm just so happy to go out with her. Because i can crap with her and i want to hear about her obs trip and tell her how i screwed up for my orals. Haha. Got so many things to ask her. Such as whether there was any handsome instructor. I don't believe don't have. Because gideon is really handsome. Maybe she just didn't see him. Haha.

And don't know why i was so excited upon seeing her message today. Ahh!! Eileen! I really miss talking to you for the past five days. That's why i can't wait for tomorrow. Haha. You molested( touched)? =)

Oh no. I just successfully screwed up my english orals. My picture discussion was so pathetic. I didn't even know what to say and just talked crap. The contents was so freaking short. And when the examiner asked if i had anything else to add, i just said no. Great.

And i'm straight after dexter. If they compare me with him, i'll comfirm get super low marks. Because i'm sure he'll have a lot of things to say while mine is just plain pathetic. Just my luck.

I knew it. I never fail to screw things up. Whatever.

Anyway, on a happier note, the sec3s are coming back tomorrow. Yay! I miss them. Especially eileen!! Can't wait to see her. =)

Oh no. I'm having english orals tomorrow. Just hope i won't screw up. =)

I'm prepared to stay up till super late to finish up my amaths files. Surprisingly, i'm not complaining. I really don't understand why man. Haha.

Right. Tomorrow darcie having orals. Lucky mine's on thursday. Or else i think i'll screw up my orals by just falling asleep in front of the examiners. That's even more retarded than shaking hands with them. Haha. Anyway, good luck darcie! =)

Today is kind of a slack day. Spent all the free times i have doing amaths. But it's kind of fun. Really. I think i have a problem. I actually enjoy doing those paper. Wow. And the weird thing is that i'm not even good in the subject? What can i say? I'm weird. Haha.

Right. And i failed my public speaking as usual. So crap man. Got a pathetic mark of 4.5/10. Spastic. I'm so used to failing public speaking everytime. Whatever.

And it's like so freaking weird without the sec3s. I'm already missing eileen they all. I wonder which instructor they get. Who knows? One of their watch might get gideon, the instructor who i think is super handsome but nobody else agree. Haha. And the canteen was like so empty without them, that stephanie suggested we should change place every five minutes. Haha.

Oh. And there was this friend who told me that during her mother tongue oral, when the examiner reached out her hand to check the IC, my friend shook her hand instead. Haha. So crap man. When i heard that i simply couldn't stop laughing. Haha. She's so retarded man. Lol.

Ok. I shall go back to doing the amaths which i enjoy so much. Hey, i'm not being sarcastic ok? =)

I think i'm really falling for him.

Ok ok. I should not be here and should be doing my homework instead.

Homework, here i come. Wow. That sure sounds welcoming.

I'm like so freaking bored now and i have nothing to do. Don't feel like doing homework. I know. This cannot go on. But i currently no mood. Will go do later. But hey, i feel so accomplished today. I studied on population today. Wow. Unbelievable. Haha.

Oh no. My english orals is on next thursday. Screw it man. I think i'll just crap throughout the whole thing and get some pathetic marks. For the reading of the passage, mrs hoe said that i'm reading in a monotonous way. Really? I didn't realise it man. But i feel so weird speaking with so much expression. Heck. For the sake of securing high marks, feeling weird for a few minutes won't kill. Then i'll go back to speaking in monotone. Haha. Next will be the pictures. That's the section i hate the most. Always nothing to say. Mrs hoe said i'm supposed to say out the points directly. Not beat around the bush. Hmm. Don't really understand this part. And how the heck am i supposed to know what a certain person is thinking? Ridiculous man. Last will be the conversation section. This section not too bad. Because i can just crap. Yea. And i like to crap. =)

Oh. Watched the national day repeat. I think i saw hafis playing the clarinet. But not too sure whether that was him. But it's ok. Because it's not as if he's syahril. Haha. And i saw quite a lot of handsome guys in the parade. Wow. How i wish i was there. All liying's fault. Bring my hopes so high then crash them down by telling me she didn't get the tickets afterall. Haha.

Ok. I've wasted enough time. I'll go eat my dinner now and will do my homework later. I hope.

So sad. I guess it'll be a very boring week for me in school for the whole of next week. Because all the sec 3s are going for OBS. I'll miss eileen, emily, siying, huihui and even jordan. Haha.

Wah lao. Sucks man. Nobody for me to disturb. Fine. It's the other way round. Nobody to disturb me. I'll be so not used to it. I think when they come back, i'll be pestering for them to disturb me or something. Haha.

Hmm. Actually i think i'll miss eileen and jordan the most. Because eileen is supposedly my "long lost sister" right? Haha. Once she goes for OBS, i'll have nobody to laugh with me at some certain teachers. Haha. And jordan? Well, he's one of my closest friend. The one who never fails to suan me whenever he have the chance, the one who call me and shut up, the one who laugh about me falling into the pond, the one who entertains me...Actually, this can go on for a long time. So i'll just end here. Lol.

Eh, am i really that obvious? How the heck did jordan guessed it? Maybe he's smart afterall. Haha. =)

Yay!!!! Super happy man. Because i got A2 for chinese. But i'm still going to retake chinese o levels. Since they are taking the higher mark, i have nothing to lose right? Hopefully can get A1. But even if don't have, i've at least secured an A2. So it's still not too bad. =)

Went to watch fireworks again. This time round with my family and relatives.

Hmm. Think yesterday's nicer. But i think we left too early. Heard my father say still got after we left. Oh well.

Stupid. Should have stayed at home and watch the NDP on television. Heard from eileen that she saw hafis on television playing the clarinet. AHHH!! I want to see. I'm sure he's as handsome as usual. However, syahril will still be more handsome than him. And eileen will think that dee is more handsome while afwan is cuter than hafis. Haha. Never mind. I'll just watch the repeat if there's one.

Oh. And my cousin finally return me the CD. Right ahmei? Haha. I love my cousin. So fun to talk to her. Because i can talk to her about anything regarding to band and she'll understand. Haha. Hope can see her soon then can crap with her about band again. Yay!!

Last but not least, happy national day! =)

Just reached home after going to watch fireworks with sheryl, siying, huihui and jiaying. Super tired man.

Kind of retarded. Waste so many hours just to see the few minutes of fireworks display. But still quite fun. I love the fireworks. So nice. I like those which look like shooting stars. And there's some that look like molecules that move in random and haphazard motion. Haha. And there's one that look like gold dust. Yep. These are my favourite types. AHH!! I just simply love fireworks!! =)

I think i shall go to sleep now. Cannot take it anymore. Goodnight.

Just came back from the school's NDP. Nothing much to say about the parade. Just that i squeaked as usual.

After the parade, went to the hall to watch the concert. Actually is just the cheering comp and singing some songs. Yay! And 201 got champion for lower sec cheering comp. =) Then we sang some songs. Hmm. Actually not really sing. More of shouting the songs. Haha. But it was fun shouting the songs with sheryl they all. Haha.

Oh. And sharina and yijia gave the graduating members from our section a letter each. I love mine. So nice. With them saying about my spastic acts and laughter being funny. And the last sentence is the best man. "Wish you all the best in your life ahead and may you find a boy suitable for your weird taste." Wow. Is my taste really that weird? Haha. Never mind. I really love the card a lot and aprreciate it very much. Thanks!

By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIHUA!! =)

Well, my last band practice just finished today. Kind of sad. But what to do? Put in my best during tomorrow's performance. Then tomorrow taking sectional pictures. Yay!! Haha. Just hope i won't screw up tomorrow's performance. Like play an extra note or something. Or else it'll definitely be very memorable. Haha.

Stupid. I thought we'll be getting the results today. End up is on friday. Damn it. Make me worry for nothing. Now i'll have to worry till friday. Wow. The torture..

Oh. Today's yanying's birthday. And i didn't know it until huihui gave her a present. Never mind. I shall type out the birthday song here.

Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to yanying.
Happy birthday to you~

Haha. Actually no point also. Because she doesn't even come to my blog. Oh well. =)

Tomorrow having ndp rehearsal. So fun. Just sit there and play the marches. The day that i'll be performing for the last time with the band is drawing near. I don't want it to come. Really. =(

And if i'm not wrong, we'll be getting back the chinese o level result tomorrow. Damn. Hopefully can at least get an A2. Or else i really don't know what other subject to rely on. But somehow i just don't think that's going to happen.

Just watched the superband finals. Mi lu bing won. Oh well. None of my business. But darcie's very happy. Haha. I just watched so i can see Juz-B.

And Juz-B is super handsome tonight. Especially syahril! Yep.Can't stop staring at him while they sang. Haha. And they sang qing fei de yi and one Energy song. Qing fei de yi is super nice, while the Energy song not that nice because can't really understand what they were trying to sing. But qing fei de yi was really very nice. Ahh!! I love Juz-B!! =)

But eileen thinks dee and afwan( the lalala guy) were handsome. They were quite handsome, but syahril is still the most handsome. Lol. But so sad. Until now she still can't differentiate between hafis and syahril. How could she? But not too bad. At least she now know which one is fariq( vroom vroom guy). Haha.

Oh. And i thin the guy from Qi:nobe also quite cute. The bassist called yanto. I think jialin think he's cute too. But she must be sad that her lucify never win. Haha.

Juz-B rocks la =)

So sad. Yesterday, jay was out of SI. I'll miss his kind of retarded but cute personality. Most of all, i'm going to miss his singing. Don't know why so many people say he's boring. He's so not. He's like one of the best in the competition? Although i still think jonathan's the best. Haha.

But darcie's super sad man. Because jay's her favourite in the competition. But never mind. He sang "solitaire" at the end yesterday which was the exact song that "attracted" darcie( as quoted by her). Lol. Oh. And she'll still be able to see him perform in the finals as well, i think. So wait for the finals. Like what i'm doing for the superband competition.

Speaking of which, the finals for superband is tomorrow. Yay!! I can see Juz-B perform again. That means i'll see the cute syahril!! Haha. And there's still yanto from Qi:nobe.

Can't wait for tomorrow. =)

Yep. Had band practice today and we did the national day rehearsal. Think the music kind of suck. Quite soft. Never mind. There's still practice on thursday. Hopefully can improve loh.

Oh. And i'm seriously hoping there will be no wet weather programme on the national day. Or else my last performance will be gone just like that. Really want to perform. But at the same time, i don't really want that day to come. Hmm. Kind of contradicting right?

In a super sian mood. Bleah..Don't know what else to type.