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Saturday, August 26, 2006

Wow. Now is 0135 and i'm still awake. It sucks when you feel like sleeping but you just can't fall asleep. And when you don't feel like sleeping, you are so sleepy and have no energy to do what you want to do. But lucky got liying the mooncake who's having extreme moodswings to talk to me. Haha.

And i miss you. Really. How i wish i don't get jealous so often when i see you talk to other people. Hmm. Scorpios are said to be easily jealous. Totally true for me man. Haha. And i get super happy even when you say a single pathetic sentence with so few words to me. Then i can think about it the whole day. I think i sound like a desparado. But who cares? And i know darcie will go "no one cares..". Haha. The Simple Plan song.

Sometimes i wonder why do i like him so much. I've never expected it. Maybe that's the reason why. I always have a tendency to like guys i never expected. Haha. And i don't see any similarities at all. Only thing is that they can make me smile. Yea. That's the most important thing.

I want to sleep. Why am i not tired?? Never mind. I'll go back to talking to the mooncake. =)

1:40 AM