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ADEEL
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Why must he come that day? Not that i'm complaining because i got to see him afterall. Before that day, my feelings for him was kind of fading gradually. However, after that day, i've gone back to liking him so much again. Why must things be like this? If he wasn't there that day, i'll probably stop liking him after some time. But now?

Fine. I shall stop talking about that. Eileen, when you all want to go play badminton again? It feels weird not playing badminton for these few days. Call me out to play anytime you want. Because i really have absolutely nothing to do at home. At least you have homework to do right? Lol. I shall stop making you agitated.

Badminton. =)

Damn. My muscles are aching because of the badminton yesterday. Haha. But it's fun. I want to play badminton again!! =)

Someone i have not heard from for a long time called me yesterday. Then he told me about something which makes me kind of worried. But there's nothing i can do. And i'm not supposed to tell anyone. Because of that, i can't stop thinking about how it'll affect the people, and ended up sleeping so late.

Hmm. I guess nobody will understand what i'm talking about. But sad to say, i can't tell anyone.

Why must this happen? This totally sucks.

Anyway, people can stop asking me about what this is. Because i will not say no matter what. And it may not affect anyone at all as i might be thinking too much.

My mouth is zipped.

Went play badminton today. Not bad. Six people squeezed into one court. That include me, eileen, sheryl, yvonne, siying and huihui. But we are still able to play. Quite fun. Hey, next time go out play badminton again ok? =)

Oh. And i saw vlee there too. His slot was the one right after ours. Then he came over a while and say some crap to me. Like " eh, so free ar? Come play badminton." Then i was like "ya. What you expect me to do? AMaths ar?" And he said something about giving me solutions to do and when i said i'll give all the wrong answers, he said that he'll let them spot my mistake. What the heck? Lol.

Then after that, went to the band alumni dinner thing. And it was like $10? But since i only had $1 plus, i had to borrow from jiaying. If i had known there's the dinner thing, i wouldn't have eaten the kfc. Damn. Waste my money man. Haha. But never mind. Because i got to see some people i have not seen for a long time. Like jiaying, weifang, rayna, seokyu and other people. Therefore, in conclusion, it's alright and fun because i had sheryl to entertain me anyway. Haha. What the heck? Like i'm doing some essay. Haha.

And the best thing about today? I saw him. After so long. Yep. And he's so funny today, that i can't stop laughing. Come to think of it, he's kind of cute. Ok. I know many people will start to vomit at this point of time. But i think he really become more handsome. Seriously. =)

I don't like sieyuan. How can she force me to do this survey? But since i'm so nice and have nothing to do, i shall do this survey to entertain her. Lol.

1. Single, taken or crushing? Hmm. I don't think anyone has such bad taste as to want me. Haha. So. It's crushing.
2. Are you happy with your life now? Not too bad.
3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast? Does that means i'll fall slow for the left person?
4. Have you had your heart broken? hmmm...
5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? No. Do you think there are circumstances where cheating in exam is acceptable?
6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you? That have to depends.
7. Have you talk to another person about marriage before? For what?
8. Do you want children? If i'm married, yes. I've even thought of spastic names to name my son. Like darcier. Lol.
9. How many? 1 boy and 1 girl.
10. Would you consider adoption? Maybe?
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think to let you know how him/her feelings? I won't know because i'm retarded. And since nobody will want me, i can not worry about this question. Haha.
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationship? Huh? Where got enjoy or not enjoy?
13. Be honest. What did you and your ex did? It is stated that i must be honest and not must answer this question right? Ok. I shall not answer this question then. Haha.
14. Do you believe in love at first sight? Not really. Attraction at first sight is possible. But i don't think love at first sight is.
15. Are you romantic? How can someone retarded be romantic?
16. Do you believe you can change someone? Change someone with what?Haha.
17. If you could marry somewhere, where would if be? Toilet? Lol. Sheryl would know what i'm talking about. Haha.
18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting? How can someone so nice like me fight? Haha.
19. Do you have feelings for someone right now? Refer to the first question.
20. Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up? Lol.
21. Have you broken a heart? Haha. Definitely not.
22. On the day if your best friend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with. What would you do? I can not worry about this as i have totally different taste with all my friends. Don't believe you can ask any one of them. Haha.
23. Are you missing someone right now? Erm..Darcie? Or my favourite teacher? Lol.
Now you have to ask 5 friends to do this survey on their blog. Write down their names below. Tagthem in their blog to let them know and DON'T stop doing this survey. This survey have been going around. It made people occupied. Get started. And the 5 lucky people are: Er..Anyone who is bored? I'm not like sieyuan who force people to do. Lol.

I can't believe i had that dream yesterday night. Why did i like him in my dream? What the heck? I woke up feeling so freaked out man. Haha.

And today has been a super boring day with absolutely nothing to do. I even offered to sweep the floor so as i have something to do. I feel like studying. But what for?

I'm suffering from withdrawal syndrome of badminton. Haha. I want to play badminton. Eileen, when you free? Let's go play badminton again. And sheryl, siying, emily, yvonne and huihui too. But hoefully the next time, we'll have an indoor court. So that there will not be so much wind. But i want to get dark by being in the sun. How? Oh well. We'll see the next time. Haha.

Yea. Had a change of blogskin. Kind of sick of my old one. Might not be the best around. But it's still quite ok. And eileen, i still haven't change my song yet. Haha.

Went to play badminton with eileen, sheryl, siying, yvonne and emily. But emily joined in later.

Kind of unlucky at first. Because we found out that nobody brought shuttlecock. And the shuttlecocks were so expensive. So end up had to go and ask emily for it. That one still never mind. Then when me, eileen and yvonne was on the bus going to cck stadium to book a court, gerald called to say that there was no more courts left. What the heck? So in the end, we took one whole round and went to lamsoon cc and play. Haha.

Super fun. But most of the time i was playing with eileen. Because you can't expect six person to squeeze into one court and play using one shuttlecock right? So eileen and i had to play by ourselves. So sad. Haha. And the sun was damn hot today. Hopefully i became dark?I missed being dark. I think i'm weird. Haha.

Hey! Let's go play badminton again some other days ok? =)

Oh. And i saw him today. In the afternoon, eileen they all saw him going up the escalator in lot 1. But too bad i wasn't there as i went up to pass gerald the books. Then i was like so dissapointed man. But after dinner, me and sheryl were walking around lot 1 as she want to look at those new movies. And we saw him coming down the escalator! I wonder what he was doing the whole afternoon there. But who cares? I got to see him. It's like so long since the last time i saw him?

I can't believe i'm so happy even though i only caught a glimspe of him for a few seconds.

Yay! I can see the player. That means people can listen to that Fozzy song. By the way, it's the band which i said chris jericho is the frontman of. Lol. But i doubt anyone would find the song nice. =)

So weird. I tried to put the song on my blog. When i preview it, there's the player. But the real thing don't have. Why?? I want to listen to my song. =(

Oh man. I got excited for nothing. I can only go darcie's house to dye my hair on 22nd. Oh well. I just have to wait.

And it feels weird not studying. Don't know why i have the sudden urge to go do my amaths. Don't worry. I'm not going to do that. Haha.

Guess what? O levels over man. Like finally. Haha. But the weird thing is that i don't feel like i've taken the olevels. Oh man. Weird, don't you think?

And i'll be going out with eileen and sheryl tomorrow. Yay!! Going orchard. But i've no money. How? So sad. Just walk around also cannot buy things. But never mind. I keep a lookout for those clothes i want to buy. Then next time i have money then i go buy. Haha.

Went to look at those hair dyes after the last paper today. I want to dye light brown. But i don't think it'll be suitable for me. Damn. So disappointing. Fine. I'll go look at more colours and decide what colour should i dye my hair. Haha. Can't wait for 21st to come. No. It's not because i can't wait to get my testimonial. Haha. It's because i'll go darcie's house to dye my hair on that day after going to school. Wow. Thinking about that is making me so excited. Haha. I better stop now or else i think i'll start to hyperventilate. Haha.

Ok. Shall end here. Don't know what else to say now. My mind is full of thoughts about me dying me hair. Yay!! =)

Will be having amaths paper 1 exam in like 2 hours time. And what am i doing? Blogging here. Wow. I'm amazed. But i did around 3 amaths papers yesterday. So don't feel like doing today.

Anyway, i recently realised that chris jericho, a wwe wrestler, is super handsome. And he has a band called fozzy. Lol. Stupid name. But they play heavymetal. Got one song called "enemy", it's quite nice. Really. And darcie, it's not because i'm too obsessed with him that i say that ok? Hmm. Maybe a little. Lol.

There are times that fade away, but you'll still be my enemy. Nice song! =)

Yay! Tomorrow no paper. But also nothing to rejoice about. Because i'll be studying anyway. The only good thing is i'll be doing amaths. Haha. At least it's fun and not boring. =)

Hmm. Haven't really thought of what to do after o levels yet. Let me list out what i have thought of doing.
- Dye my hair! Darcie, when want go buy the dye? Must help me choose ok? Because i don't know which colour suit me. Haha.
- Go work with sahida. But that's if we can find one. Because a lot of the jobs require us to be bilingual in both english and chinese. Racsist man. Haha.
- Buy new clothes. I'm sick of my pathetic few t shirts. I want to get a purple one.
- Go out with my beloved friends likeliying, darcie and jordan. Do what? I don't know. But i don't care. It'll be fun just going out with them.
- Hopefully there'll be a clarinettists outing or something. I miss all the clarinettists! Especially EILEEN, siying, emily, huihui and yvonne. Basically just all of them. Don't know why i miss eileen even though i still see her sometimes when we go foodcout to study. Haha. Sheryl? I still see her when we go school together for exams. So how to miss her? Haha.
- And eileen says she want to play badminton. So i'll be playing too. Yay! But i'll just embarass myself because my badminton just suck. Haha. But who cares? It's fun. Hmm. Can ask sheryl and anyone who's interested. I don't want to be stuck alone with eileen. Lol.
- Maybe go stalk him as i won't get to see him after o levels unless i go back to band and he goes back as well? Haha. Just kidding man. I'm not a sicko. Lol.

Ok. I shall end here. Maybe i'll add to the list if i have thought of any. Haha. Bye. =)

Went to take the geog paper 2 today. What the hell? Guess what. There's not even one single pathetic question on rivers. And i went to concentrate so much on it. Memorising stuff such as the energy of the rivers at the different course, what affects the volume and speed, the different ways the river transport the load and the different erosion processes. And i was looking forward to drawing my favourite oxbow lake and floodplains and levees. But none of it came out. Waste my time.

Hmm. But overall not too bad. Just that the last question i had not enough time to elaborate. So just list out all the points. And i had so much to write for the plate tectonics. My favourite chapter. Can't believe i was having fun doing that question. Lol.

And after today's geog paper tomorrow, there's not much of memorising stuff anymore. Yay! Left emaths paper 2, amaths paper 1 and 2, physics paper 1 and 2 and chemistry paper 1 and 2. Wow. So fast. Next week this time, i'll not be studying anymore. Cool man.

Ok. I shall go back to do my emaths now. =)

Went to study at the foodcourt again with eileen. Actually my main intention was to borrow her curve ruler for tomorrow's paper, but since we're out, might as well use the time to study right? Eileen! Thanks for taking your time off to come accompany me to study. But hey. I treated you to sweet talk, so it's ok right? Lol.

And the honey milktea she drank was like super sweet. Even after all the ice has melted. Hmm. Maybe next time we order that, we should say one honey milktea with a bit of honey and a lot of ice. Haha. I think my coffee milktea is nicer. =)

Did all the bearings questions from year 2001 to 2005 just now. And i found out that bearings is super easy. Oh man. I must be super stupid last time. Not that i'm not now. Haha.

Tomorrow is emaths paper one and ss. Don't know why i'm looking forward to the emaths paper. Mr chiam said that judging from the pattern over the years, this year's maths will be hard. I don't care. Must score as high as possible for paper one. So that i can get A1 for emaths. Must prove to that particular person, who seem to zhen dui me for some reasons i don't know, that i can get A1. Oh. And also because i want to go into AJC. Yay! I want to go that school!

Hopefully can get 11 points for my l1r5. Minus away my cca point, that'll be 9. And maybe i can get into AJC. =)

Yay! Jialin and shihua gave me a belated birthday present today. Wow. I really love it man. Seriously. It's a photo frame with my favourite picture in it. I practrically screamed when i saw it man. Then got so excited. Haha. Hmm. Only problem is that i have no idea how i'm going to display it. I can imagine what my father will think when he sees it. Lol.

Just came back from studying with sheryl at teckwhye mac. And it's 0025 now. No wonder the first thing i heard was my father nagging at me. But hey. At least i went out to study ok? Super impressed with myself. Haha. If i never go out to study, i sure will be sure tempted to lie in my bed and sleep. Haha.

And sheryl drew a spit which looks like a nose with a lot of pimples. Lol. I don't think anyone will understand.

Oh. I saw that cute malay guy again. As expected, sheryl totally do not agree with me. Haha. But i do not understand her. He is cute. =)

Whee!! Jialin send me those pictures today. There's the one i took with vlee, another i took with mathew lim and others i took with jialin and darcie. But don't know why the one i took with mathew lim is so dark. Can't wait for sheryl to send me those pictures i took using her camera. There's one i took with mr hisham. Darcie, don't jealous ok? =)

Can't wait to go school on monday as well. Nope. Not because of the emaths or ss paper. I'm not crazy ok? Haha. Hopefully i can see him on the way to school. Lol. Anti climax