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Saturday, December 09, 2006

What the hell? Sometimes i really cannot stand it. Like now. My brother sucks big time. I mean is it my fault i don't allow him to play on that stupid computer for hours straight? It's okay if his results is good. But i seriously doubt it is even though i don't even bother asking him. But that's because even during his exams period, he can still sit in front of that computer and play for hours. And spend minimum time studying. I wonder what goes into his head during those pathetic little time he spent to study. Ok. Not that i get very good grades. But at least i put in effort during the last one month. But did he? Not any that i can see. Almost all his time is spent on the computer.

Whatever. I'm not going to care if he gets into normal technical. Even getting into normal academic isn't a wake up call for him when he get into it in sec1. You think what i say can make him study? I'm not going to waste my breath anymore. Let people look down on him. I don't give a damn.

It's not as if i never try to make things better. I did. Just that he don't appreciate it. And end up showing me that fucked up attidtude, shouting at me. Make it seems as if i'm the one in the wrong. Is it? Maybe it is. Maybe i should just let him do whatever he wants and screw up everything. Then he will regret. But he won't be able to blame me if thet happens because i did try to help. Just that he don't care and i have decided not to bother anymore.

See if i care.

3:21 PM