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Monday, April 16, 2007

I think i'm getting a phobia of jeremy. I'm super scared that if he sees me, he'll probably tell me that i'm not in syf or something. So that's why i always leave very fast after band is over. That way, he wouldn't have the chance to tell me. Hmm. Actually, if he wants to tell me, he can sms me even if he doesn't get the chance to tell me in school. Fine. There's no way i can avoid him.

And the instructor said that for those who are not in the syf, they do not need to come anymore. And i don't know if i need to come on friday since i'm not even sure if i'm in or not. That sucks. I don't even dare to ask jeremy. I just don't want to know the answer.

I think i should apologise to pammy. I had been irritating her throughout the band practice today by keep telling her how jeremy will tell me that i'm not in. Sorry. Hmm. I like pammy. She's nice. I think i talk most to her in the section? And she's transferred from 2nd to 3rd. Yay! That means i can have someone to talk to because she'll be beside me. =) Too bad she's J2. I'll miss her when she don't need to come for band anymore.

Hmm. PE tomorrow. That means i'll get muscle ache again? The cycle goes on. Haha.

Yucks. There's chemistry tomorrow. Yawns..

Darcie and liying got back their o level cert today. Hmm. That means i can get back mine too. Ok. DUH. I shall see who i can go back with to get the cert.

I really want to get into syf. But the chances are so slim. =(

11:01 PM