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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Yay! I just finished writing the first chapter of WR and send to my group members. =)

But i'm kind of afraid that what i've written is super lousy and in turn, will affect my group members. That's why i sometimes don't like doing group work. There's always this stress of pulling down your group members if you don't do your work properly. Whereas if i do my own work, even if i get shit results, it won't affect others. Hmm. But i guess it's good that there's the stress of the need to do well for a group project. Because without the pressure, i think i would be crapping everything out. Yep. =)

13days more to school. =)

2:02 PM

Monday, July 30, 2007

I'm super bored at home now. If i'm in school, i'll be having econs tutorial right this moment. Ok. I guess that's more boring than being at home. But after this, they'll be having physics practical and they're going to do skill c and d. Oh no. I'll miss out on that.

6more school days i'll miss.
14days more i go back to school. Not counting today. Wow.

I need to find ways to entertain myself. There's nothing to watch on TV. Liying!! Faster give me those DVDs!! =)

1:14 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

Oh man. I hate this. Why do i have to get chicken pox now? That's so stupid. And i get an MC for 2weeks. That's so freaking long.

I know this is going to sound damn loser but i miss school. Ok. Maybe not. But i miss my class. At least now going to school is not such a bore with classmates like them. Oh ya. I miss kajiaoing guihao with maggie about eugeug. Haha!

And being at home is so boring. I know that it's somewhat like a holiday but the difference is i can't go out. So all i can do is to rot at home. Wow. That sounds fun.

Also, even when i attend every single lesson, my results has been like shit. So imagine me not going school. I'll be so dead. What if i get retain? And if people ask me why i retain, what am i suppose to say? That i had chicken pox? Oh man. That's so pathetic, isn't it? I mean i know that i can study at home during this period of time. But i know myself. I need to listen to teachers before i can understand. Or else i'll just be reading nonsensical stuff.

The thing that i feel that it's most fucked up about is that because of this stupid chicken pox, i wouldn't be able to perform for national's day. That's because the two songs we got are fairly easy and i know how to play. So even if i do not play that well, there's chances that i'll be able to get into the performance. But because of this, i have absolutely zero chance. There goes another performance. It think my testimonial would be great. "She is a member of the school symphonic band but she has taken part in zero performance." Wow. I bet nobody has that type of testimonial before.

Screw this chicken pox.

11:28 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Went to sembawang cc concert with my cousin at vch yesterday. Saw shimin on stage performing. Lol. Damn funny. Me and my cousin couldn't stop laughing. Haha.

Oh man. The clarinettists were superb. Their running notes were like damn good man. I was stunned when i saw how fast they did their running notes. Wow. Oh. By the way, the conductor, mr andrew ng, was super handsome. And he's only 22years old. So talented man. I shall like oboe now since he plays the oboe. Haha. And he has nice hair as well. Oh man. I should stop gushing about him. Lol. For those who think that he must be not handsome since i'm supposed to have bad taste, you are wrong. Because my cousin says he's handsome too! Hmm. Maybe she has bad taste too. I never know. Haha.

And we bought shimin a small piece of cake. And from the moment we bought the cake till the moment we gave him was damn pressurizing. Because we were scared that the cake would topple. Luckily it didn't topple. Haha. But he just ate it and was still hungry. Oh man. Wasted the money. Lol.

I can't believe i did so many retarded things with my cousin yesterday. Like waiting at the wrong counter, and thinking it was the cashier. No wonder the person sitting there were ignoring us. Haha. And we almost went into the guys toilet TWICE. That's so embarrassing. Hmm. But i've always embarrassed myself. So nothing new. Haha.

Reached home at around 12 yesterday. Oh man. So long since i came home so late.

Enjoy the obs trip tiangyun!! =) So weird calling you that. Haha.

MR ANDREW NG!! =)

9:23 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I hate doing the stupid EOM. Finally i've finished it. But i wrote crap. Ahh!! Forget it. It's only the first draft. Wow. What an optimistic view. Haha. And thanks to jeremy who help me print the EOM because i realise that my printer has no more ink. Must remember to get from him tomorrow. =)

And today sectionals only had four clarinettists. Lol. So pathetic. But something funny happened. There were lots of teckwhye primary kids who came pj today. Hmm. It's not only today. But that's not the point. Anyway, they were looking at us with fascination. Some did spastic stuff like trying to imitate us or something. But one kid was classic. He walked past and said "hi squidwards!" Oh man. I couldn't help it but burst into laughter. Damn funny can? I was already trying not to laugh when the other kids walk past us doing retarded things. But that kid who called us squidwards was super cute man. Haha. I ended up laughing to myself when i went to the toilet. Luckily there wasn't anyone around. Lol.

Hi squidwards!! Haha!! My favourite phrase of the day. =)

11:50 PM

Monday, July 16, 2007

The salad my group made for the retarded salad making competition. Hmm. But it looks presentable. =)

And it taste pretty decent too! =) Wow. Haha. It was fun doing the salad. And i realise some of my classmates are really nice. =)

Hmm. I don't really like going for band nowadays. With pammy not coming anymore, i feel so extra. If i don't like playing clarinet, i would've quitted long ago man.

Having chinese a level listening tomorrow. Yay! Dismiss at 1230. That means no chemistry!! =) But that also means that there's no PE tomorrow. I want to play softball!!! Why can't we miss friday's PE instead. I don't want to F and C. Mr kwok will make us do spastic stuff. Like piggybacking our friends across the field and doing the wheelbarrow thing. Normal people think it's tough. But me? I think the wheelbarrow thing was so ticklish and i ended up laughing like a retard on the floor. Haha.

9:20 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Got back econs finally. And i got an s grade. Argh. Failed by 3 marks. Damn. So my h2 subjects grades are B, U and S. Wow, BUS. And chem is u. Just waiting to get back my gp and chinese paper. Oh well.

Anyway, i got sabo-ed to be one of the five people to take part in the inter class salad making competition. Just because my name is jianqin. The guys were saying that some salads got put kikoman/ jiangqing. So i should go take part. Like what the heck? There's absolutely no link man. For once i don't like my name. Nah. I love my name. Because i enjoy seeing teachers stumbling over my name. Haha. But never mind. Since someone was also arrowed to take part just because he was absent. Haha.

Oh man. I bet i'll get muscles ache tomorrow. Because today's PE was damn tough. Or maybe it's because we've not done so much running for ages. But the 4 sets of 20 lunges killed me. But i'm looking forward to next tuesday's PE. Softball! =)

12:11 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Changed maths teacher. To some person called ms haridas or something. Hmm. I kind of miss having mr ling as my maths teacher though. Now i have no more motivation. I used to kind of want to prove him wrong. Therefore, motivating myself to do well. I guess i have to find some other motivation now. Haha. But i do admit that mr ling is a not bad teacher. I want him back. =(

Got back some of my results. Oh man. Like shit. Maths got b, physics got s and chem got u. Isn't that great? Haiz. I was aiming a for maths, you know. And i was hoping i could pass physics. Damn. Only chem was expected. Oh well. What else can i do other than studying harder for promos?

Guihao help me calculated and said i had to get around 56% for my promos in order to get a 45 marks overall. Argh. That's super hard man. How can i get that? I shouldn't have taken chem in the first place.

Anyway, congrats to darcie for getting such good grades for maths. I don't want talk to her anymore. She makes me feel super stupid. Haha.

8:22 PM