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Saturday, May 31, 2008

Yay! My brother is asleep. So i can come online now. =)

Have been wanting to update my blog for a long time already. About how i went PS for four days straight. About foam party. Lol. Hmm. But now that i'm here, i realise i don't know what to type.

Anyway, finish with chem mid year paper today. It was ok, i guess. There were questions which i think was quite easy. And others which i don't really know. Didn't manage to finish the chem paper for the first time in my life. So a total of 5marks is gone just like that. I know it's weird, but i'm happy that i didn't finish. I mean i didn't finish because i thought through all the questions. Not like last time when i'll be skipping most of the questions. That's why i can finish so fast. Haha.

I still can't believe i woke up at 5am just to study organic chem this morning. Lol. And after studying J1 chem topics for the first time, i realise that there were stuff which were damn simple and i didn't know last time. Like the sigma bond and pi bond. Wonder what i was doing last time. Haha.

And thanks alot to rani for helping me revise yesterday. Was able to answer questions about first ionisation energy due to that. =) Too bad they didn't ask anything about the bond angle for sp3, sp2 and sp. Lol.

I feel damn random now. But i have a sudden urge to play badminton. I think me and eileen are retarded. We were happily talking about how we are going to play badminton the next day, only to suddenly remember that she doesn't have any racket and mine is not with me. We didn't even have a shuttlecock. Spastic la. Haha! I remember last time the few of us will always go play badminton during the holidays. Played 3 against 3. It was fun. =) But don't know why we don't do that now. Kind of miss those times.

Yay! Tomorrow i'll be going to eat with the prata people! =) I still have no idea how huihui come up with the name. But huihui is always thinking of weird things. Like "On the scale of 1 to 10, rate how useless you think you are". Lol!

I'm still addicted to Lithium. =) And i'm not talking about the element. Haha.

9:36 AM

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Oh well. College day over. So i'm finished with my last performance.

Oh man. Felt damn depressed after the triplets part. Kept thinking that i might never get to play clarinet ever again. To think i was able to emo while performing. Haha.

And after the performance, i suddenly felt so empty. Ok. There's a problem with the expression. But whatever. It's like i realised i have nothing for me to look forward to on wednesdays and fridays. =(

I think i'll miss talking to the third clarinettists during band. Like ada who keep wanting me to ask someone something. Haha. Shu anne, the girl who keep laughing to herself. Hamimah, the girl who keeps laughing at me. And the way she reacts when she hears that there's no band prac was super amusing. Haha. And stephanie, the girl who clap to herself when she's bored. Haha! And she's damn nice. Gave me her band shirt which was size M when the only one left for me was size L. Thanks alot. =) Oh. And i'll miss going to band and crapping with my fellow weirdo too!! Always fun to sit beside him during band. Ok. Except when he's not in a good mood. Then i'll be too scared to even talk to him. Haha. But other than that, it's very entertaining, especially when he does random weird stuff. Lol!

And i think dunearn people are weird. They like to play the clarinet into my ear. Rani and stephanie did that today. Weird people. Haha.

Oh. And i saw someone who really resembles kumar today! So random la. Haha!

Yay! Going to study with yvonne and eileen tomorrow. And after that, we'll go for prata session with huihui, faith and i don't know who else. That means i'll be able to crap the whole day tomorrow! =)

8:21 PM

Thursday, May 15, 2008

YAY!! I finally pass 2.4. Timing was 16.24. Wow. The fastest i ever run in these two years. Haha.

But because i got a D for running, mrs lim is pushing me to get a silver. Oh man. That means i have to get a D for standing broad jump too. I wonder how i'll manage that. 163cm. Was trying to reach that mark today for pe. But all i did was to enjoy myself falling down. Too bad i didn't manage to hurt myself. I don't know why but i kind of miss falling down and getting a wound. Oh man. I didn't know i'm so sadistic towards myself. Haha.

And maggie got 11 for incline pull up. Good for her. =)

I think i'm retarded. But i find it super amusing looking at my fellow weirdo write chinese characters. Haha! But i feel so depressed because i realised that the way he write my chinese name looks almost the same as the way i write it. And i have been writing those three characters for so many years, while he took only less than one minute? I should just go and jump down or something. Lol.

Wo shi yi ge ren. I still find it funny. Maybe i really have a low sense of humour. Haha.

I'm still damn happy that pj volleyball got third. Not that it concerns me. But i feel that the team is more or less a bp team. With 6 out of 7 players being bpians. Haha. Rachel feels the same way too. Orh hor rachel. You die. Think the same way as me. Lol.

Bp volleyball rocks! And their coach, vlee, too! =) I still miss his lessons. Yvonne must be thinking that i'm retarded to say that. Haha.

8:25 PM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Just came back from MI gathering. =)

Too bad certain people couldn't make it. Like kahmun, jonathan and yuxiang.

Hmm. Let me try listing out who made it today. Weeleng, sijia, jungyi, darian, saichuen, anyuan, jackson, yongann, mengjinn and me. Yep. I think that's about all. But darian had to leave earlier because he had to attend some birthday party.

Walked around amk hub after eating dinner. After that, took some random photos. Weeleng! Send me the photos ok?? =)

Then jungyi, anyuan and yongann went off. The rest off us went to one hawker centre and ate ice cream there. And we started playing stupid games. Like the "bang bang bang, who died" game, the "how many meh meh jump over the wall" game, black magic and one super stupid game saichuen played with us. Wah. I like saichuen's game. He kept asking us to think retardedly. And when me, weeleng and sijia couldn't get the answer, we came up with the conclusion that we are not capable of being retarded. Haha. Don't know how jackson and mengjinn were able to get the answer so fast. They must be really retarded. Haha!

The game was really damn retarded. Like er + hmm = er hmm. Didn't get the answer until saichuen had no choice but to give me a damn obvious clue when he was going the other direction to take bus. Ok. Fine. It was more of the answer than a hint. But at least i got it in the end. Haha. I bet if weeleng didn't have to rush for the last lrt, saichuen, weeleng and me could stand there the whole day as me and weeleng still won't be able to get the answer. LOL.

And saichuen said that he still has more of these retarded games. I can't wait for the next outing. Then can get him to play these stupid and retarded games with us again. Lol.

When i told saichuen that i feel like committing suicide when i can't guess the answer, he say i better not. In case i start haunting him and he'll start having dreams where i keep asking him what plus what equals what. And he'll wake up screaming the answer. Haha! I have no idea why but i think it's super funny. Me and my weird sense of humour again.

I love the company of people from my MI class. =)

Table plus chair. What comes next? Er. Water. =) I bet nobody can understand. Haha.

1:01 AM

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Had 2.4 yesterday. Failed it by 18secs. Oh well. It doesn't really matter to me. I just have to run several times more.

No band tomorrow. That means i'll be released damn early. I kind of want band tomorrow. At least it'll mean i have things to occupy myself with.

And speaking of band. I just remembered that i have to memorise march blue sky. Kind of make me think of times in bp when i have to memorise scores. Oh man. I miss those times. And i still miss marching! Ok. That's random. Haha.

Oh man. I think i have a phobia of stairs now. Can't believe i fell down on my butt while walking down the stairs. And i still remember thinking that the ground is kind of slippery. Next thing i know, i fell down on my butt. Wahlao! Damn embarrassing man. One girl still turned and ask if i was ok? I rather she don't do that. I bet if i'm her, i'll just laugh at that retarded person who fell down the stairs. Lol.

And i pon pe today. =) Told mrs lim i had stomachache so i can't run 2.4 today. Which is kind of true. Then i went up to the hall to listen to fellow weirdo play the piano. I don't know why i bother to go up just to make myself depressed. Haha. Oh right. I know why. I'm a weirdo too. Haha!

WEIRDOS ROCK! =) And i want a weirdos shirt. HAHA!!

8:43 PM

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Oh well. Done with my last performance. Ok. There's still another one for college day. But we're just playing one song. So it doesn't seem much.

Hmm. But anyway, yvonne came. Damn shocked to see her. I mean she kept saying that she has midyears. Then throughout all the songs, i kept wanting to turn to her and stick my tongue out at her. All her fault. Lol. But thanks alot for coming and wasting your time. Haha. And i still can't believe that someone actually said that yvonne is pretty. Yucks. Lol!

Had the bbq today. But didn't bother to go for it. Thanks to one bastard who ruined my mood. Saying that we're making things difficult for him just because me, rani and caleb didn't want to join the games. Then still say he don't know why we want to do these to him when i didn't want to tell him my name so he couldn't tell me what group to go. I mean when we say that we don't want to play, just fuck off. As if by saying all that nonsense, we'll go play the games. ASSHOLE.

So stayed in the band room with rani and listened to songs from his ipod and eat oreo. I know i'm wasting the $5 i paid for the bbq. But heck. At least i enjoy crapping with rani alot more than going for the bbq and feeling awkward.

Oh. And i accidentally caused beehoon to drop on rani's econs notes just now. Haha. It wasn't intentional. I just wanted to make it drop back onto the plate. Hmm. But as usual, i assumed wrongly and thought it would drop onto the plate. Haha. SORRY! But it was hilarious. Maybe it's just becasue i have a WEIRD sense of humour. All thanks to negative peer influence. Lol.

And WEIRDO looks RELATIVELY nicer with eyeliner. =) I still don't know how he manage to put it when i'll just make myself resemble tom. Hmm. Maybe another thing which i can be depressed about. Haha!

10:00 AM