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Thursday, July 23, 2009

I realise that i don't really know how i spend each day. I mean i can be thinking what i did like last week, and i have to think quite long before i remember.

Anyway, i haven't been meeting darcie for damn long. You said you wanted to eat pastamania right? Find one day we go eat together ok? For some reason, when i'm free, you're not. And when you're free, i'll be out.

And i doubt i'll be performing for the band concert anymore. I think they'll postpone it to some time near alevels? I mean i really want to perform. I was so looking forward to this concert. But i don't think i'll be able to commit myself to attending every practices when alevels draw near. We'll see how it goes.

I wish you would stop saying that.

9:01 PM

Monday, July 06, 2009

It's time for me to really start studying. And i know that. But i just haven't get the momentum. Shit.

Tried to do some maths paper yesterday. But it was damn screwed up. I don't even know how i'm supposed to start for simple questions. Those were questions i don't remember haveing problems solving last year. I'm so dead.

Four more months to alevels and i don't even have the feeling that i'm taking it this year.

And i have extended working for one more month. Till 20th august. Ok. I know some people say i should be using my time to study instead of working. But who am i kidding? I really don't think that i'll be able to do that. So might as well just extend for one more month.

Haven't been going for band practices. I hope the concert is still on. If not, my leave would have been taken for nothing again.

And i'm still trying to change.

1:40 PM